31 October 2009

my mind

its gonna be a wonderful world if ur wishes are come true, right? but it'll be just a fucking world with an ordinary life and theres no something special everyday, no wishes come true and whtv is it. and now, i can't feel what im feeling now cause i was so confused. why? cause so many question in my mind. what i have to do? what should i do? what it'll be? what i must to choose? and whtv but you know what? theres no clue to answer all those question. Some of my friends tell me that i should do A but my other friends tell me that i should do B and C and D and blahblahblah. and you know what? its a little bit helping but still makes me confused. ok, i'll be alright even i dont answer tall of those question. but if i would do something, and its important, so many kind of activities that i must choose to do. than absolutely i must answer those question. hmm and now theres just one BIG question in my mind................................ wondering my heart was ask me to ask you this

"DO YOU LOVED ME? DO YOU NEED ME? DO YOU THINKING OF ME ALL THE TIME? LIKE I ALWAYS DO?"

~oke that is my only BIG question in my mind. why i call it "my ONLY BIG question in my mind"? cause theres just only you in my mind, theres just only you that i love, theres just only you that i needed to by my side always, theres just only you that i thinking all the time. no matter what, you dont even care AGAIN about me, you dont even know me AGAIN, or you dont even need me AGAIN in ur life or you dont even want me in ur life AGAIN? i dont care. i just want you to know that i love you so much and i hope you know it. than please answer my question..........

29 October 2009

I miss you

Stop thinking about you boy.
Stop thinking about you boy.
Karna kamulah jantung hatiku. Simpan semua cintaku sayang ini untukmu.
Tapi kamu tak ada disampingku.
I MISS YOU SO :'(

03 October 2009

(8)

Every time that I’m with you boy
I can’t believe you share my world
But it’s real

And every time that I hold you close to me
Forever’s all that I can see
How it feels?

See I don’t give a damn what my homies say
Don’t matter anyway
See I never felt this way before
You leave a brother wantin’ more

[Chorus:]
I hate to see you go
Even though I know when you’re comin’ back
It’s hard to breathe without you boy
And baby that’s a fact
I know sometimes you have to leave
But I wish you could stay
Every time you go away

From the very first time that I touched you babe
Couldn’t find the words to say you set me free
And every time that I kiss your lips
Nothin’ ever tasted quite like this
Or got so deep

See I don’t give a damn what my homies say
Don’t matter anyway
See I never ever felt this way before
You always leave me wantin’ more

[Chorus]

You’re the sunshine of my day
You brighten up my night
You take a piece of me with you
Every time you say goodbye


[Chorus]

02 October 2009

are you gonna be there?

If I was down

Would your arms lift me up to higher ground

With just the strength of your love

When I was lost

Would I find something in your eyes to lead me home



And if it all went wrong

Would you be there to hold

It's easy to be there through the good times

But when the times get hard

Would you stay or walk away



Chorus:

Are you gonna be there when the rain comes

Are you gonna be there with the water

Can you say you'll be there with the river

Are you gonna be there

Will you stand by my side through the bad times

Through whatever we'll be will you still be mine

Will you stay in my life for a lifetime

Are you gonna be there



When I need someone to hold

Someone there for me

Are you gonna be there



In all my world

If it should all fall down

Will you be there

Be there to turn it around

Will you still care

Can I depend on you to see me through this life

If it all goes wrong

Will you still make it right



It's easy to be there through the good times

But when the times get hard

Will you still be on my side



Chorus



When I need someone beside me

Someone there for me

Are you gonna be

There with the arms to hold me

There with the love I need

Then will you be there

Will you be there

Heart and soul

I need to know



Are you gonna be there

Are you gonna still care

(Are you gonna still care)

Are you gonna be there



Will you stand by my side

(Stand by my side)

Are you gonna be mine

Are you gonna be there

(Are you gonna be there)



Chorus (2x)

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gue nulis lirik lagu ini karna gue bener2 pgn ngomong sama someone kalo gue tetep pgn di ulang taun gue nanti lo ngga sombong, lo bisa kyk dulu lagi. gue gamau kyk gitu. gue tau gue salah ngomong kyk gitu, tp dr pada gue umpetin? ya gue tau gue terlalu jujur tp plis jgn kyk gini juga. gue kan juga udh blg sama lo kalo gue gapapa, gue udh biasa aja. jangan merasa bersalah kayak gini. gue juga jadi gaenak tau :p udah deh ya segitu aja.

oiya buat dinda plis jgn jadi pindah dong lo kan chairmate gueeeeee huhuhu aku cedih nic :'( byebyebyebye

off yaawwwcch dudu