my mind

its gonna be a wonderful world if ur wishes are come true, right? but it'll be just a fucking world with an ordinary life and theres no something special everyday, no wishes come true and whtv is it. and now, i can't feel what im feeling now cause i was so confused. why? cause so many question in my mind. what i have to do? what should i do? what it'll be? what i must to choose? and whtv but you know what? theres no clue to answer all those question. Some of my friends tell me that i should do A but my other friends tell me that i should do B and C and D and blahblahblah. and you know what? its a little bit helping but still makes me confused. ok, i'll be alright even i dont answer tall of those question. but if i would do something, and its important, so many kind of activities that i must choose to do. than absolutely i must answer those question. hmm and now theres just one BIG question in my mind................................ wondering my heart was ask me to ask you this

"DO YOU LOVED ME? DO YOU NEED ME? DO YOU THINKING OF ME ALL THE TIME? LIKE I ALWAYS DO?"

~oke that is my only BIG question in my mind. why i call it "my ONLY BIG question in my mind"? cause theres just only you in my mind, theres just only you that i love, theres just only you that i needed to by my side always, theres just only you that i thinking all the time. no matter what, you dont even care AGAIN about me, you dont even know me AGAIN, or you dont even need me AGAIN in ur life or you dont even want me in ur life AGAIN? i dont care. i just want you to know that i love you so much and i hope you know it. than please answer my question..........